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I just couldn’t do it with Adam anymore. I couldn’t be what he wanted me to be.

Oh, you know me…I’m always in the business of ruining lives.

That was a… unique vacation, you could say. 

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What’d I miss?

That’s definitely a loaded question….

Gold Forever// Zig & Bianca  

Zig was even more anxious about the date knowing she was excited too. Now the pressure was on, he had to make it perfect. But even if things went wrong or didn’t turn out as planned, he was convinced that the two of them would have a good time together. They had so much chemistry and their friendship was now beyond strong, it was almost impossible to have a bad time when around each other. Zig got a little red when she mentioned his hard on, hoping and praying she wouldn’t notice. But he still had a smooth response, “Well you were grinding all up on me, what did you expect?” A smirk formed with the corners of his lips, once again moving up against her this time not caring about his little problem. He wished she could take care of it, but he knew that probably to her came with other things. Zig just had to live with it, the toreture could only last so long. His mind focused on just cuddling with Bianca, in a non sexual way.

Zig couldn’t contain his smile when she said she was glad they were waiting, which made all the sexual suffering worth every moment. “Oddly, I like it too. There’s a gentlemen inside this skater boy skin, believe me.” Zig laughed at his words, but they were serious. He always tried to be a gentlemen, wherever he went to any women he came across. Zig did this mostly because he had been treated poorly all his life, and thought people deserved respect. Zig started playing and stroking with her hair a little, feeling soft as it ran through his fingers. Zig knew that he had to break it off with Tori soon, then the guilt would go away for good.

Bianca felt her face warm slightly at Zig’s cocky retort. Still, in usual fashion, she challenged him right back. “I’m pretty sure it’s been a permanent fixture since you started kissing me. My grinding only encouraged it,” she said matter of factly, loving the witty banter that often occupied their time together. Seriousness had a time and place, but she was thankful for the lighthearted nature of their interactions. At times, she was surprised at just how laid-back Zig could be, considering all that he’d been through in his life. His attitude was infectious, and soon her recently brooding personality change was quickly fading away. “I’d take care of that for you, by the way…but I’m not while you’re still dating Tori. I really am trying to be a better Bianca, even though it hasn’t worked out here recently,” she admitted. She smirked to herself, pausing before continuing. “But hey, just one more thing you get to look forward to, right?” She bit her lip as she waited for his response.

She laughed quietly at Zig’s gentleman comment. “You’ve always been a gentleman, Zig. Even when you were flirting with me, you were never a sleaze about it. I like that about you,” she admitted. She closed her eyes, a pleasured hum quietly drifting from her lips. “That feels good…” she said, her eyes drifting open and closed as the weariness of the past couple of days took its toll. She hadn’t slept much at all. Suddenly, with Zig here, she felt like she could pass out at any minute. He made her feel comforted and safe.

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Gold Forever// Zig & Bianca  

Zig felt her dancer body grind on him, and automatically got in sync with you. He was so turned on right now, so he couldn’t bring himself to stop. The moan that come off her lips drove him crazy, feeling his member harden a little more. All he wanted was more and more, bringing his hands to her inner thighs and moving them all across them tenderly. Zig didn’t stop their intense kissing, but she did and he was glad because he probably wouldn’t have stopped over wise. A little groan of disappointment came from is mouth, missing her lips on his already after a couple of moments. Zig broke out into a grin at her joking idea, “I wish, but I need to plan some things out.” He said in a tone that he hoped would make her curious, looking up at her with passionate eyes because of their hot make out session. 

Zig as much as he wanted to continue, pulled away from her teeth biting his lip being the one with the self control this time. “I’m determined we can do this, we’ll at least for tonight.” Zig let out a deep breath that turned into a sigh, letting her know this was killing him. As she rolled off him, he moved up against her back and wrapped his arms around her. The problem was he had a little bit of a hard on, which made him back his body up a little but still kept his arms strong and loving around her. This made him let out another, big sigh. All this sexual tension between them in the past just overflowed when they made out. If they could make it after their first date, they would be golden. 

Bianca was pleased by Zig’s disappointed groan, seeing that he was as frustrated as she was. Her skin still felt warm where his hands hand traveled, despite being covered by a thin layer of clothing. She nodded as Zig said he needed to plan things out, knowing that if she were to admit it, she was looking forward to the date, probably more than even Zig. It’d been a long while since someone had taken the time to do anything genuinely special for her. “I can’t wait to see what you have planned…” she said with a wide grin. The tone of his voice when he admitted he “wished” was another aphrodisiac to the growing tone of the room. As she collapsed her lips against his again, she pouted as he pulled away. Still, it made her anticipate their future escapades even more, knowing they would probably have a power struggle in the bedroom that would be beyond exciting.

Bianca was amused as Zig continued sighing, showing his inner plight to maintain his self-control. She gave him an appreciative smirk, backing up against him and giggling to herself as she noticed his lower body was obviously absent from hers. “You can get closer; it’s not like I’ve never felt a hard on before,” she teased, glancing at him over her shoulder. She linked her fingers through his as he wrapped his arms tighter around her. It was amazing how Zig made her feel, simply from wrapping her into an embrace. Although she couldn’t believe it, she soon uttered words she thought she’d never say. “I’m glad…that we’re waiting. It’s different than what I’m used to. I like it,” she admitted, smiling to herself as she breathed in the scent of Zig that was slowly surrounding her senses. She felt his breath tickle against her neck. The sooner he handled things with Tori, the better.

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Gold Forever// Zig & Bianca  

Zig had to use all his self control just take her right then and there, her teasing  was almost too much to handle. But he could keep up with her little game of torture, or at least he would try too. Zig got a little nervous when she seemed surprised he wanted to go on a date first before anything went down, but relaxed at her joking tone. There were so many places he could take her, and so many things he would do with her. Then he got an idea, and a wild smirk grew on his face because of it. “Oh, yes. It will be surprise. I know girls hate that, but I want to see that beautiful face of yours light up.” Zig left a trail of kisses up her neck, and on her chin, then stopped at her face to gaze into her eyes. “I promise you will love it.” Zig had an excited smile on his face, the idea he had thought of sounding better and better in his head when he imagined it.

Looking into her eyes and being that close to her face he couldn’t help himself from pulling her into a kiss, a passionate slow kiss that he wanted to last forever. Zig kept thinking how he could get used to this, how they would do this everyday. Reality was sweet for once. Zig used his strong arms to grab her waist tightly and pulled her on top of him under the covers. He used his hands to massage her back, rubbing his two thumbs in a circular motion. As the kiss got more heated up, he pushed her body down on his, making their bodies tight up against each other. Zig didn’t want to stop, but this could easily turn into something they were supposed to wait after he took her out on a date for. 

“Mmmm…I hate surprises,” she teased, slowly tilting her head to the side as Zig began trailing kisses against her neck. She silently cursed him for igniting desire inside of her that he didn’t plan to quench until after their date. Her grin broadened as he confidently said she would love it. “You better hope I do…or no sexy times for you,” she said with a serious glance, before releasing a light giggle. She was silenced by Zig’s pull, her lips pressing tightly against his. The slowness of the kiss was unnerving, charged with sensuality and bridled desire. She loved feeling every centimeter of his strong lips against hers, placing her whole body on edge as waves of longing scattered across it. His kiss slowly consumed her, and she was vaguely aware of the fact that Zig was pulling her on top of him. She straddled him, feeling his thumbs massaging her lower back, beckoning her body closer to his. She felt him push her lower body against his, and she became aware of his growing hardness that teased the outside of her pajama pants. With fleeting control, her lips buzzed a quiet moan against Zig’s as she slowly moved her hips against his, craving the friction.

She suddenly broke the kiss, sitting up to look down at him as she gasped for air. She tucked her hair over one shoulder, staring at him with dilated pupils. “Any chance we could go on that date tonight?” she teased with a slightly open mouth, her chest still heaving slightly from the intensity of the moment. She lowered her mouth to his again, biting his bottom lip before sucking it softly. She knew that pretty soon this could turn into a game of “too hot”, though Bianca knew she couldn’t exercise her normal self control, not at this point.

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Gold Forever// Zig & Bianca  

Zig felt a major obligation to help play for the hotel room, even though Bianca said she had a account with. There wasn’t unlimited funds it in, and he had extra money with his job. Even know Zig was kind of a poor kid, he didn’t take charity from anyone. The mood was pretty down, so he was glad she cracked one of her Bianca jokes. But Zig didn’t laugh at all, he just smirked getting a not so innocent reason in his head. “You really think we will be getting much sleep?” Zig said in a husky voice in her ear, bringing his hand up to her face to stroke her cheek lightly. He couldn’t help but admire how soft her skin was, which made it that more kissable. If there was one person who was close to perfect in his eyes, it would be Bianca right now. 

Zig wondered if it would be hard to sleep in the same bed and not do anything, but his self control he had tonight made him have a little hope. “Well before we do anything of that sort though, I want to take you out on a date.” Zig said with a smile, which turned to a smirk at his next words. “I don’t know how long I can resist you, so we better have this date soon.” His mind raced with all the things he wanted to do to her, and all the things she wanted to do with him. The sexual tension would eventually kill him if they didn’t do something soon. Stupid teenage boy hormones. Zig held her tight in his arms, feeling a calming sensation just by being this close to her. 

“Zig Novak… I happen to be a lady. Do you think I’m just going to roll over and let you have your way with me?” she teased, laughing before she could finish the sentence because of how ridiculous it sounded. Bianca was never one to turn down sexual advances, especially if she wanted it. And this….she wanted. Badly. Ironically, Zig’s decision to wait until their first date only served to increase her desire for him. It had the whole “forbidden fruit” tone to it, and Bianca was always one to push the envelope. She closed her eyes as Zig’s hand brushed against her cheek, sending shivers across her neck and shoulders. “What makes you think you’re going to be the one doing the seducing, anyway?” she teased with a wicked smirk, dragging her nails lightly across his stomach, stopping just above the button on his pants before pulling her hand away.

Bianca cocked an eyebrow in surprise. “A date, hmmm? Just how lavish can this date be? Because, I happen to have really expensive taste, Novak. I’m not sure you can afford me,” she teased, another notion that was completely sarcastic and playful. She bit her lip as Zig confessed he didn’t know how much longer he could resist her. It sent a pulse of excitement to her core, knowing that Zig wanted her so badly. The rush from that power gave her a small dose of adrenaline, her mind coursing with thoughts of Zig, and all the things she could do to him. She bit her lip, the blush rising to her cheeks as she quickly tried to suppress the thoughts. Many more like that, and there’d be no way she’d make it to their first date. “So, what do you have in mind for this date? Or is it a surprise?” she asked with a smirk.

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Gold Forever// Zig & Bianca  

Zig broke out into a smile when she understood that she was what he desired.  The look in her eyes, and the expression on her face made him feel better about this whole situation. When she kissed him again, it was just as good maybe even better than he remembered. Zig tried to get the most out of it, not removing his lips from hers until she did completely. He just had to remember that he had all the time in the world to kiss her, and other things. Zig pretended to be offended by her comment, “I know I am, and it’s all your fault!” He said over dramatically, trying to keep a straight face but couldn’t and broke out into laughter. It was hard not to tease, play around, and joke with her. Zig could be himself, carefree and forget his miserable life when she was with him. He couldn’t feel luckier at the moment knowing Bianca was almost his. As soon as he broke it off with Tori, it could be official. 

Zig’s face went back to being full of worry, thinking about the future that is until he heard Bianca’s offer. His eyes lit up with happiness, for many reasons. He needed someplace to stay, and he didn’t really want to go to that shelter just yet. Plus he could spend a lot of time with Bianca, and even sleep in the same bed if she let him. In the back of his mind he was a little worried, their almost relationship just started, where things moving too fast? This was only temporary, but still it might be difficult. But despite that, he pushed all those thoughts away. “Sure, that’s be great. But…if I’m going to stay here I’m going to help pay for it. I have a job, so don’t worry about that.” Zig said confidently with a reassuring smile,  not showing any signs of the little doubt in the back of his mind. 

“No, I think you were already bordering the edge of insanity before I came into the picture,” she joked with a grin, hooking her fingers into his side to tickle him quickly. She removed her hand from him, watching as Zig’s expression fell from happiness to worry, then back to happiness. She was relieved when he agreed to stay with her. Truth be told, in some ways, she couldn’t get enough of Zig. She never got tired of spending time with him, and she’d wanted to increase their time as much as possible. All of these realizations might not have been welcomed, but Bianca was slowly trying to become comfortable with how…comfortable things seemed. Of course, she was still wrought with worry, given her track record with guys. She was afraid that if things didn’t work out, that their friendship would never be the same. It happened with Owen, then Adam. She couldn’t bear losing someone else she cared about. Still, glancing over at Zig, she realized that the risk was worth it, even if past experiences told her odds were in her favor for it to fail.

She started to protest when he offered to pay for the hotel room. Her dad had put away some money for her in case of emergencies when he was incarcerated several years ago. She’d gotten access to the account once she turned 18, and she was frankly set for at least the next year. Bianca had decided not to go to college right away, finding a job and staying in TO for the first year. She felt like it was best, especially since she had no clue in hell what she wanted to do with her life. When she saw Zig’s determined face, she reluctantly agreed. “Okay…but you don’t have to. I’m good. I have some money set back,” she said simply. She suddenly grinned playfully. “So, does this mean I get to pull pranks on you while you’re sleeping? I bet hot pink nail polish would look great on your nails,” she teased with a laugh. She was becoming more and more aware of just how happy she was that Zig would be staying with her. He just needed to get through the next few hours first.

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